THis is so interesting. I went for a competition last minute. I just did it. It gave me such a high, I feel so alive! I can feel the dopamine rush, the happy hormones and what not!
I am glad I did it. I am also glad I did not win it.
I realised so much abotu myself, why scripts do not work for me, the kind of thinker and speaker I am! My thoughts run at 1009 miles per second and since I don't want ot miss anythign, I sepak fast and my thinking only gets faster.
I realised my writing blocks and what has helped me is asking questions and answering the questions to the best I can and if I dont' know I go look them up.